'This weakness, I feel, I must finally show'

Winter Wonderland

THE WAY IT IS:

THE WAY IT COULD BE:

'psychedelic' effect

'antique' effect

Nikki Legille / Luxembourg, le 9 décembre 2010

You chose not to choose.

Sometimes it happens that no matter what you do everything is wrong, isn't it tempting not to choose? In order to leave more doors open? Is one a coward, if one doesn't want to choose? Not choosing, remaining... Everything around you is moving, changing. Why do you refuse to change? Is it really better not to know, don't you prefer to know? Don't you prefer a rejection to an 'itching if'?

By leaving doors open you don't close any, but you're not going anywhere either. Do you really want to spend your life in a hallway? or do you prefer choosing, even if it means leaving the secure, maybe even comforting hallway? Do you really want to know what could go wrong, do you really want to risk it or do you just want to stop changing, becoming a different human being everyday? Why is it that sometimes not to choose is so comforting, even though we know that not choosing, is worse - because you choose to not go on, to stay where you are only out of fear, too afraid that something might occur you won't like.

'coincidence, that's all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence...'

Heal Baby Heal.

Speak baby speak, tell me I'm weak, tell me these promises are not mine to keep

Tell me I'm ugly, but tell me you love me, tell me you cannot go through this world without me

Oh I'm just a tree. My roots are with her, but my leaves are with thee

Heal baby heal, take all the time you will, I never thought I'd say this but I'm letting go of the bill

I don't wanna see your face here no more, still that doesn't mean that I'm shutting the door

I know these words are tearing you apart, stilI told you right from the start:

'This is how are little song is gonna play out.'

Can you picture what will be so limitless and free?

Bretagne 2010 August.

All egos aside - what do you say?

Ignoring what we've felt, overlooking what we've done. No awkward silences, no hiding any truths. This is probably the best - not to mention, the worst idea that I have ever had. Never looking back, loving every second of it, we just walk away. Let's just stop, drop everything, forget each other's names, can we please just walk away? It could be.. it could be like we never knew each other at all. // Chiodos

Cry Baby.

It seems like the grass always looks greener,
When you're looking over there in somebody else's back-yard

Helplessly Young.

I'm tired my love

Well how do you do?
The kiss on the cheek
Its been a while
So I'll just beg, borrow
and steal all of your time
we'll call it dignified
And now it all seems to be cut and dry
So I know which way to run
You're tired my love
I feel the same

Well take it from me
What else could you do?
Where do you get off
And how can I get there, too?

You'll never come back
My god cant you see that

well, everyone's saying rise and shine
It might not be true romance, it's fine

Dirty Berlin.

Oh help me, please doctor, I'm damaged
There's a pain where there once was a heart
It's sleepin, it's a beatin'
Can't ya please tear it out, and preserve it
Right there in that jar?
the rolling stones

Belval Winterland.

a.k.a : ALL WE NEED : is LOVE

"Love is the opposite of hate, love is a four letter word, love is family, love is friendship,
to be in love is fun, love is a battlefield, love is real, real is love, love is forever..."
i-D magazine

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be, love is hearts holding hands, love is a drug,
love is blind,love makes the world go around, love makes it all worthwhile, love is the reason..."
i-D magazine

"Love is the real thing, to be happy is to love, love is hope, 'Love is...' is a comic strip,
love is the reason to get up in the morning, love makes your tummy feel funny,
love is an adventure, love makes you act stupid, love lights the world..."
i-D magazine

"Love does not brag, love is truth, love is a fever, love is powerful, love is amazing,

love is unconditional, love is thinking of someone else before yourself,

Love is Courtney's second name, love makes the ride worthwhile.."

i-D magazine.

"Love is giving your last rolo, evol is love backwards, I will always love you, what is love?
Baby don't hurt, don't hurt me no more... love will tear us apart."
i-D magazine

©nikki

Was it a dream?

'When did you last cry, and why?
It was a fight with some onions. I lost.'

Jared Leto

Mushroom, Mushroom, let there be light.

Stuck.

©nikki.

There was a frost when you left this morning, but there will be fireworks when you come home. This is the truth that I can do without, getting harder to admit: Lover I can't do without. I'm stuck till you make your mind up. I'm up to my neck in this shit, I'm stuck till you make your mind up. And I don't know if I can do it by myself, I just feel like I'm responsible. And how can I breathe till you make your mind up? How can I think of leaving you when I'm stuck till you make your mind up?

by the Heavy: 'Stuck'